only hope…

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul.
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you’re my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I’m giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I’m giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

difficulty of letting go…

its hard to let go of someone who has touched your life, but it hurts even more to say goodbye to someone who was never yours and yet changed your life the most…

a question…

"since it hurts.. should i not love."

Loving You…

We often fool ourselves
And say that it’s love
Only cause when it’s gone We end up being lonely
So how are we to know That it just isn’t so
That we just have to let each other go
There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realized they were only stolen moments
So how are we to know That it just wasn’t so
That we just had to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day remains my love for you
Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder
So how are we to know That this just wasn’t so
That we just have to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free
Letting go is not an easy task
When smiling feels like
I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide
That there’s anguish at the thought
That we should have to part

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you’d be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

on loving someone…

When you love somebody, be ready to take the intensity of emotions. Be jealous, anxious. Love with all your might. Take the pain and everything that comes with it. Just make sure that the person is worth it.

let go!

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept

Things that we don't know but have to learn

And people whom we can't live without but have to let go…

i say…

Opening yourself up, even if it means your heart and soul are crushed. That’s what makes you stronger. That’s what gives you the power to move on, put the past behind you … to get out there and get your heart stomped on all over again.

right person..

They keep saying the right person will come along. I think mine got hit by a truck…

tomorrow…

“Tomorrow isn’t a promise, it’s a chance.”

just wait…

It’s best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the one who’s available, best to wait for the one you love than settle for the one who’s around, best to wait for the right one because life is too short to be wasted on the wrong person.

the missing piece story

It tells the story of a circle that was missing a piece. A large triangular wedge had been cut out of it. The circle wanted to be whole with nothing missing, so it went around looking for it's missing piece.

But because it was incomplete and therefore could only roll very slowly, it admired the flowers along the way. It chatted with worms. It enjoyed the sunshine. It found lots of different pieces, but none of them fit. So it left them all by the side of the road and continued searching.

Then one day the circle found a piece that fit perfectly. It was so happy. Now it could be whole, with nothing missing. It was incorporated the missing piece into itself and began to roll.

Now that it was a perfect circle, it could roll very fast, too fast to notice the flowers or talk to the worms. When it realized how different the world seemed when it rolled so quickly by, it stopped, left its found piece by the side of the road and rolled slowly away. Here it goes…

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It was missing a piece.
  And it was not happy.
  So it set off in search of its missing piece.
  And as it rolled it sang this song-
      "Oh I'm lookin' for my missin' piece
      I'm lookin' for my missin' piece
      Hi-dee-ho, here I go,
      Lookin' for my missin' piece."

  Sometimes it baked in the sun
  but then the cool rain would come down.
  And sometimes it was frozen by the snow
  but then the sun would come and warm it again.
  And because it was missing a piece it could not very fast so it would stop to talk to a worm
  or smell a flower
  and sometimes it would pass a beetle
  and sometimes the beetle would pass it
  and this was the best time of all.
  And on it went, over oceans
      "On I'm lookin' for my missin' piece
      Over land and over seas
      So grease my knees and fleece my bees
      I'm lookin' for my missin' piece."
  through swamps and jungles
  up mountains
  and down mountains

  Until one day, lo and behold!
      "I've found my missin' piece," it sang,
      "I've found my missin' piece
      So grease my knees and fleece my bees
      I've found my…"
  "Wait a minute," said the piece.
  "Before you go greasing your knees
  and fleecing your bees…"
  I am not your missing piece.   I am nobody's piece.
  I am my own piece.
  And even if I was somebody's missing piece
  I don't think I'd be yours!"
  "Oh," it said sadly,
  "I'm sorry to have bothered you."
  And rolled on.
  It found another piece
  but this one was too small.
  And this one was too big
  this one too sharp
  and this one too square.
  One time it seemed to have found the perfect piece
  but it didn't hold it tightly enough
  and lost it.
  Another time it held too tightly
  and broke.
  So on and on it rolled,
  having adventures
  falling into holes
  and bumping into stone walls.

  And one day it came upon another piece that seemed to be just right.
  "Hi," it said.
  "Hi," said the piece.
  "Are you anybody else's missing piece?"
  "Not that I know of."
  "Well, maybe you want to be your own piece?"
  "I can be someone's and still be mine."
  "Well, maybe you don't want to be mine."
  "Maybe I do."
  "Maybe we won't fit…."
  "Well…"
  "Hummm?"
  "Ummmm!"
  It fit!
  It fit perfectly!
  At last! At last!
  And away it rolled
  and because it was now complete,
  it rolled faster and faster.
  Faster than it had ever rolled before!
  So fast that it could not stop to talk to a worm
  or smell a flower
  too fast for a butterfly to land.
  But it could sing its happy song,
  at last it could sing "I've found my missing piece."
  And it began to sing-
      "I've frown my nizzin' geez
      Uf vroun my mitzin' brees
      So krease ny meas
      An bleez ny drees
      Uf frown…"
  Oh my, now that it was complete it could not sing at all.
  "Aha," it thought.
  "So that's how it is!"
  So it stopped rolling…
  and it set the piece down gently,
  and slowly rolled away
  and as it rolled it softly sang-
      "Oh I'm lookin' for my missin' piece
      I'm lookin' for my missin' piece
      Hi-dee-ho, here I go,
      Lookin' for my missin' piece."

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Moral of the story:

In some strange sense we are more whole when we are missing something. The man who has everything is in some ways a poor man. He will never know how it feels like to yearn, to hope, to nourish his soul with the dream of something better. He will never know the experience of having someone who loves him give him something he has always wanted and never had. There is a wholeness about the person who has to come to terms with its own limitations, who has been brave enough to let go of his unrealistic dreams and not feel like a failure for doing so.

There is a wholeness about the man or women who has learned that he or she is strong enough to go through a tragedy and survive, who can lose someone and still feel like a complete person. You have been through the worst and come through intact.

Life is not a trap set for us by God so that he can condemn us for failing. Life is not a spelling bee, where no matter how many words you've gotten right, you're disqualified if you make one mistake.

Life is more like a baseball season, where even the best team loses one-third of the games and even the worst has its days of brilliance. Our goal is to win more games than we lose.

When we accept that imperfection is part of human being, and that we can continue rolling through life and appreciating it, we will achieve a wholeness that others can only aspire to.

And at the end, if we are brave enough to love, strong enough to forgive, generous enough to rejoice in another's happiness, and wise enough to know there is enough love to go around for us all, then we can achieve a fulfillment that no other living creature will ever know. Some people walk in the rain. Others just get wet.

reciprocated

One of the greatest feelings in the world has to be the realization that you love someone and they love you back.

differently…

I don’t see things the way you do … so give me a reason to believe.

sometimes…

Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time to see if, in the end, it’s all worth it.

a question…wanting an honest answer…

Was there ever a time, even in the smallest measurement, that you loved me?

poor me!!!

He can be so nice, then so mean. He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head. And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it in to the smallest fragments known to man … and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb. Because you thought that there was something there when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart … because he didn’t know what he wanted…

the helper/charmer

got this test from misschivas' site…

Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer").

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

• Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
• Share fun times with me.
• Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
• Let me know that I am important and special to you.
• Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

• Reassure me that I am interesting to you.
• Reassure me often that you love me.
• Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a TWO

• being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
• knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
• being generous, caring, and warm
• being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
• being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a TWO

• not being able to say no
• having low self-esteem
• feeling drained from overdoing for others
• not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
• criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
• being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
• working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

TWOs as Children Often

• are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
• try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
• are outwardly compliant
• are popular or try to be popular with other children
• act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
• are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted TWOs), or quiet and shy (the more introverted TWOs)

TWOs as Parents

• are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
• are often playful with their children
• wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
• can become fiercely protective

worst feeling…

I now know that the worst feeling in the world is not losing the one that you love, but loving the one that you could never have.

i’m scared…

"I’m scared that I’m going to end up alone. I’m scared that I’m always going to be somebody’s friend, or sister, or confident, never quite somebody’s everything. Mostly I’m scared I’m never going to find a guy that I love as much as I love you."

hahaha!!!… just for laughs!!!

 
IBANG POSISYON:
Husband: Shall we try a different position tonight?
Wife: Thats a good idea dear!… doon ka sa may plantsahan at ako naman ang uupo sa sofa at manoood ng tv.

PINOY INGENUITY?
A Filipino doctor has introduced the use of a device that enlarges a
man's sex organ by up to 5 times with no side effects. It is called a
magnifiying glass.

REGALO:
Mare: Di yata nagustuhan ni Pare ang birthday gift mo, ah…
Mrs: Oo nga, 7 months na, di pa rin ginagamit.
Mare: Bakit, ano ba regalo mo sa kanya?
Mrs: Memorial Plan.

SI GINO:
LOLO: Gino, paabot nga ng kape ko.
APO : 'lo, Gina po.
LOLO: Gino, paabot nga ng kutchara.
APO : 'lo, Gina po.
LOLO: Punyeta ka, Gino! Tigil-tigilan mo yang kabaklaan mo!

TUTPIK:
Kustomer: Ano ba naman itong tutpik nyo, iisa na nga lang, ang dali pang mabali!
Waiter (inis): Alam nyo, sir, ang dami nang gumamit nyan, pero kayo lang ang nakabali!

CONFIDENT VS CONFIDENTIAL :
Anak: Itay, ano ang kaibahan ng confident sa confidential?
Itay: Anak kita, CONFIDENT ako dyan. Yung bespren mong si Tikboy, anak ko rin, CONFIDENTIAL yan.

FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES:
Anak: Inay, totoo ba na "First love never dies"?
Nanay: Aba , oo. Tignan mo yang tatay mo, hanggan ngayon, buhay pa ang animal!

SUKO SA MISTER:
Mrs 1: Suko na ako sa mister ko, lagi na lang ako binubugbog bago niroromansa. ..
Mrs 2: Mas grabe yung mister ko. Binubugbog ako tapos si Inday ang niroromansa.

PAGOD DAW…..
Mrs: Ano ba? Two days na tayong kasal, 'la pa rin.
Mr: Kasi pagod ako.
Mrs: Sige ka, pag ayaw mo, maghahanap ako ng lalaki.
Mr: Sige, gawin mong dalawa, tig isa tayo!

PARI AT MADRE:
Pari: Sister, u ba ang nasa CR? Kukunin ko lang toothbrush me…
Sister: Sandali, naka-panty lang ako.
Pari: Ok, antay me.
Sister: Pasok na, wala na akong panty!

ESTUDYANTE:
Bugaw: Sir, Chicks P1,500, estudiante!
Man: Ganun ba? Hanapan mo ako ng mga P1,000 lang pero mas magaling pa
sa estudiante.
Bugaw: Yung PRINCIPAL, sir!

AFTER THE WEDDING:
Husband: Sinungaling ka, sabi mo virgin ka! Bakit kagabi maluwag na!
Wife: Ulol ka! Dahil lasing ka, katabi mo kagabi si mama!

PAMBOBOSO:
Anak: Inay, sinisilip ng kaklase ko 'yung panty ko!
Inay: Bastos 'yun ah! Ano'ng ginawa mo?
Anak: Hinubad ko at itinago ko 'yung panty, para 'di nya makita!

PROMOTION:
Judge: Ikaw na naman! Sampung taon ka nang humaharap sa korte ko ah!
Swindler: Your Honor, di ko kasalanan kung hindi po kayo ma-promote.

AMPON:
Anak: 'Nay, tinutukso po ako ng kalaro ko na anak ako sa labas!
Nanay: Hindi totoo 'yan, anak. Ang sabihin mo sa kanila, ampon ka!

ANG SULAT:
Patient: Dok, malungkot dito sa mental kaya naisipan kong sulatan ang sarili ko…
Doc: E ano naman ang laman ng sulat mo?
Patient: Di ko pa po alam… kasi next wik ko pa ata matatangap.. .

LIIT NAMAN:
Wife: Honey… bili mo naman ako ng bra…
Husband: Hon.. wag ka nang magbra…liit naman dede mo e..
Wife: E ba't ikaw, naka-brief!?

DOWNY:
GIRL: Ang puti naman ng bird mo…
BOY: Aba , syempre ah! Likas papaya ata gamit ko diyan!
GIRL: Ginagamitan mo rin ba ng Downy?
BOY: Baket? Bango ba?
GIRL: Lambot eh!!!

HIDE AND SEEK:
GIRL: Hide and seek tayo. If you find me, papayag akong makipag-sex sa'yo…
BOY: Eh, kung di kita makita?
GIRL: Nasa likod lang ako ng piano…

MADRE:
May dalawang madre na nirereyp ng goons….
Madre 1: Jus ko, patawarin mo po sila…hindi nila nalalaman ang kanilang ginagawa!
Madre2: Ay, yung sa akin marunong!!!!

RAPE SUSPEK:
ATTY: Inday, pwede mo bang idiskrayb dito sa korte ang taong nangreype sa 'yo?
INDAY: Maitim, panot, tagyawatin, pango ilong, at bungal…
SUSPEK: Sige! Sige!…mang- asar ka pa!!!!   .